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Marilyn Muses

On Life, Cancer, and other stuff

A Pelican

I’ve been having a difficult time meditating lately, my mind wanders off to a thousand different directions or I’ll fall asleep  and when the meditation is over I realize that I...

Carpe Diem

I remember in group therapy so many years ago we were talking about procrastination and that there always seemed to be good reasons to delay working toward our goals, there was...

Lies

I am much too neurotic to tell out and out lies but there are lies of omission that I think is sometimes acceptable. I do not see it as a lie necessarily, it is just that...

Justice

Justice is about balance, rational thought, karma, cause, and effect. The Mythic Tarot states that Justice, along with Temperance, Hermit, and Strength are considered part of the...

Pearls of Wisdom

I’m thinking that the value of sadness is under-rated and that I can learn something from just letting it flow instead of pushing it back down the rabbit hole. Once I wallow long...

The Can-Can – Can I?

While I was frantically speeding along mid-town Manhattan to meet my sister, an old memory popped into my mind. I was learning about different types of personality disorders in...

My Life With Cancer

Cancer sucks, but it’s part of my life, It’s always on my mind and it causes me strife. My stomach is upside down and I have to watch what I eat, And I get so tired from my...

Groundhog Day Revisited

Last year on Groundhog Day I was crushed to learn that lymphoma returned. I was in remission for a bit under 3 years, was beginning to feel hopeful that I had a clear path in...

The Strength Card in 2024

  Note to the reader: Strength is something that changes along with life circumstances and so this is my updated version of the Strength Card.        In Tarot for...

 The Zen of Dishwashing

Cleaning up after dinner was an intense experience growing up. My 2 older sisters and I were responsible and my brother, who was both the youngest and the boy, was exempt. One...

The Chariot

The Chariot stands in readiness with the stars on a veil behind him, as well as on a crown of stars on his head representing liberty, independence, and personal truth. (Fieberg...

An Ashram

There’s a Jewish prayer that observant men are to say daily, expressing gratitude for their station in life: “Thank G-d that I am not a gentile, a woman, or a slave.” When I...

A Rollercoaster

Ongoing  energy spent creating my life But insecurity made me hide, causing me strife It’s like a roller coaster struggling up to who knows where I was hiding my inner resources,...

Lovers

When we look at the Lovers tarot card in the Rider Waite deck, we see Archangel Raphael with his wings spread wide protectively with Adam and Eve, standing below. At first glance...

Shana Tova

The dentist chair is in a reclining position and so my body is comfortable but my mouth is wide open with a block between my teeth so I can’t bite the dentist. My mouth is numb...

The Hierophant

“There are many paths, but only one journey.”   In Greek, Hierophant translates as “expounder of sacred mysteries” and “one who teaches the rites of sacrifice and worship.” The...

The Emperor

The Emperor is all about recognizing and accessing our inner power and using it to master life’s challenges. Mary Greer states that the Emperor assumes responsibility and acts...

It’s Never Boring

How many times have we heard “this will be funny someday”? At the moment, funny is the last thing it is because fear, embarrassment or in my case anxiety doesn’t feel funny, it’s...

An Embarrassing Life Lesson

  We used to visit my father’s parents every Saturday. They lived in an apartment over a bar on Bay Parkway in Bensonhurst Brooklyn —at the time - the 1950’s and 60’s, it...

The Fool

  I want to write a comedy piece on cancer, having been disappointed that the jokes on Comedy vs. Cancer night that Sloan Kettering put together were comedy routines that...